I didn`t think I would ever care for someone much after a long time. Having not as much friends, this year made me think alot. But, it dosen`t mean I can go back and try again. Every summer, the same feelings come and then go after summer. Its been like that for 3 years. I was there when you were sick,your birthday,to hang with you everyday, breakfast together and watch tv together. At that age, I wasn`t as mature, and I never thought about any of this. I was really wierd in fact. But now I feel like I`m more mature, and I can organize my thoughts well. Eventhough, these feelings of wanting to talk to you but I can`t are still here, they will go away eventually. School`s almost over and todays 4. 20. at 10 :14 and I`m still thinking about you.But when you come along over the summer, the feelings arent going to be there anymore. I think I`ll leave it. B.S. its 11:11 i dont care abot this anymore. its really sad how youll never knew i feel now. but yeah.